In search of everlasting peace!!
Nothing left to fight for
Nothing left to try
Whatever the world throws at me
My being becomes a sigh
The warrior in me is dying
A purpose not yet found
The reason he was born
Undiscovered, unfound, unforgiving
A love unloved
Desires lost
In the mediocrity of averages
There is solitude
The warrior in me is dying
As life takes on a new life
And goes down someone else's destiny
My being becomes a sigh
The deeper me is dying
The thinker, the brooder, the intense shitsster
I don’t want him in me anymore
I want to be high or low
Wherever it is that lies peace
My being becomes a sigh
Of puerile nothingness
And the sewer regurgitating up my throat
Of a damp chill
That now wets my throat
The blotted out sun
And dismantled starscape
And a whining moon
In a howling night
I seek peace, a warrior's moan
My being becomes a sigh
I seek a lasting peace
From the variables of my life
A life that’s gone its one way
And taken on someone else's destiny
A penetrating cry in the howling night
An enveloping fury
Triggered by emptiness
A sigh stems from my throat
My being becomes a sigh
Nothing left to try
Whatever the world throws at me
My being becomes a sigh
The warrior in me is dying
A purpose not yet found
The reason he was born
Undiscovered, unfound, unforgiving
A love unloved
Desires lost
In the mediocrity of averages
There is solitude
The warrior in me is dying
As life takes on a new life
And goes down someone else's destiny
My being becomes a sigh
The deeper me is dying
The thinker, the brooder, the intense shitsster
I don’t want him in me anymore
I want to be high or low
Wherever it is that lies peace
My being becomes a sigh
Of puerile nothingness
And the sewer regurgitating up my throat
Of a damp chill
That now wets my throat
The blotted out sun
And dismantled starscape
And a whining moon
In a howling night
I seek peace, a warrior's moan
My being becomes a sigh
I seek a lasting peace
From the variables of my life
A life that’s gone its one way
And taken on someone else's destiny
A penetrating cry in the howling night
An enveloping fury
Triggered by emptiness
A sigh stems from my throat
My being becomes a sigh
posted by Infinity at 21:43
3 Comments:
Please don't be frustrated for time is the biggest healer and so will it heal; the hurt removed and the restlessness gone to be replaced by tranquility and peace….Yet, may I remind you, stagnant water breeds germs and low oxygen….so a peaceful mind though good, its the restlessness that made man move forward...to seek. Hence, don’t worry about your state for it will find a way for itself like the flowing water …and if the aim is to meet the calm sea….its up to u to choose the path and the journey - whether u let it be the crashing flood taking away lives and being a calamity or the bubbling energetic spring that can cut through seeming insurmountable obstacles and yet while doing so bring new life to the brazen earth. After all the choice is all yours……whether you let this nervous energy engulf you or do your bidding :)
you speak of warrior in all your posts... does it alwaya have to be a fight of sanity over emotions ???
very perceptive, but not always, an intelligent human is nothing but a complex mix of conflicting emotions and thoughs and what emerges is beyond and more, something of an "exponentialisation" (just made that word up)
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